my new babies

These are Elianto Products

I have been keeping an eye on them years before i got back in cebu from dumaguete

since there's no elianto products yet that time so it wasn't my top priority to buy

I bought them a month ago or so in SM cebu Northwing

i only had a chance last night to get some pic of it and upload

products are:

1. Baked Eyeshadow (marble) in olive green

A uniquely baked powder with a more refined texture and better powder compression. Can be applied wet to create an ultra-shine and high hue effect, or dry for a sheer effect.

thats on the gold jar

2. Gel Eyeliner in deep brown

A water-resistant, jellified eyeliner for prominent, lasting and smooth finish.

thats on the silver jar (small)

near the brush

3. Elianto Foundation brush

first brush in the first pic

it kinda works as foundation brush and an concealer brush at the same time for me

4. Flat Brush for blending

2nd brush in the first pic

Big and plush, use it to sweep eyeshadow all over lids. Especially good for blending colour.

5. Eye primer

The lightweight cream that provides thin and even surface to prefectionise eyeshadow application. The optimize balance of emollient oil and waxes create superb smooth blending. Apply thin layers of cream onto eyelid and blend evenly.

the colored gold jar on the first pic or 1st jar on the second pic with a natural color look like foundation

I spend quiet much but its okey. These are my new babies anyway that ill be using for quiet sometime. So let me save more and i'll more of the marble collection. It does work so beautiful if you blend it well.

Will i survive?

I am stuck in my chair thinking what to write for tonight.

I feel being left out from friends and some other things a normal mid-adult person should have been experiencing and doing to enjoy life. I feel terrible and lonely. My love ones are falling apart (misunderstandings, break-ups, separations), friends died, loved one will be away for a while, misunderstanding with a close friend and a health that is undoubtedly been corrupting my mind.

A friend of mine past away at the age of 22, he was a good guy; smart;witty and has a lot of plans for his family. I wasn't able to hang with him that much since high school including her sister who happens to be my bff during those years. Now i felt so unsure on how to react on this situations. the truth is I was saddened by the news, my friend's death at an early age, very very young. THis made me more depressed this day.

just this evening......

I confided to a close friend of mine regarding my relationship with a guy i am with.Long distance i may say.

Legal stuff like marriage and annulment, there was a sort of misunderstanding between our conversation in chat, just by a simple word i said or use and it sounded like i wasn't serious for her. she mocked me a lot of things which drain my tears down to the floor.I wasn't expecting her to say those stuff to me like i wasn't serious or whatsoever.

She thought that i don't care whats going on with my boyfriend and his intention towards me just because i said a wrong answer or a comment about an issue or an advice i was seeking from her. I told her if she only knew how much i care for my boyfriend and at the back of my mind says that for me i would support him no matter what and whatever decision he may decide in the future. I wasn't finish yet when she said a lot of things that hurt me so much. She doesn't even know how i feel towards him and my plans for our future. She said I should back out and stop this things if i wasn't serious enough just because i said a shitty answer that i would blame to my condition that i was drowsy since i have hard cough and febrile. She even advised me to step back and think, does she even know how my boyfriend and i talk at night and discuss our future? does she even know how much i would sacrifice just to be with him? Does she even know how religiously i come online at nights and be with the man i love? we'll enough of this, i am having a hard day and the least i want to pay attention to is not this. This is my life and i know how to live it.

Will i survive this? i will be alone more often soon since my bf will be away for a while to work, who will i confined to that my friend is not even getting my point why i was too negative at stuff and just say much things about me without apprehension, or even hearing me out?

i know i suck on explaining myself to other people not because I don't care but because i just let it be to avoid further subjects to be arguing about. I don't have to tell everything just because i needed a correct answer but instead a relevant and humane answer.

Will you pray that i'll survive 20 more months before we finally see what really lies beyond these trials of being away?..

I am writing so you know what i feel today if i may not be able to tell you this. I will wait for you, please be back very soon so I don't have to sheer on words

on how i feel towards this silly issues of mine.

TIll then,

take care for me

love you

Lab Day

few days back i had my laboratory at hi-precision. I had to wake up early but prior to that i had 12 hours fasting so imagine waiting for your number to be called while your stomach is getting cranky inside. Lol

This lab test are to determine by irregularity on my thyroid and sugar level. SO anyways to cut the story short. After the lab i am just so happy to announce that my thyroid issues or goiter problem is already resolve. ITs negative. Sugar level is normal and so on. But i have to eat more fish though to have my good cholesterol level up. Thats all for now. Just sharing.. GRIN FACE

out of boredom

Lately been addicted to playing games online

viaje del alimento

Had my medical check up today at chong hua medical arts center with my new endocrinologist.

the line wasn't that long so i didn't have a problem when i got there. To summarize everything i was given some lab test for further testing on my condition which is my thyroid problem. So most probably tomorrow at 6am , I'll be at the laboratory to have some test run! fasting it is.

After my check up, my company and i went to Chowking and grab some halo-halo oh la la.

refreshing and super cold treats to beat the summer heat, I need more and want some more.

I ordered halo halo fiesta with two scoops of ice cream. I so want to order more if i had more money to buy.

I also bought this halo halo radio which cost Php 179.00. I so love the design it looks so real and yummy. I haven't tried it on yet because i still have to grab some batteries. It's a multi purpose radio because i think it could also play some mp3. So if u happen to have an mp3 player , you can just plug it in there and it will play. COol right? the size of this radio is actually the same with the real size halo halo takeouts. So what are u waiting for? grab some now

Haiz i want more halo halo, any sponsors? haha. i wish.

btw HALO HALO is also known as FILIPINO MIXED FRUIT DESSERT.

till then` ciao